Who knows our fate.

Assalamualikum w.b.t.

Time goes every minutes and pass to us, that means age come more and more. I realize I going old now. I'm 26 already and it right time to make something new in my life. Alhamdulillah I got what I want right now, as pakcik Din said last time " ape lagi yang ko nak pul?" I just smiled to him. For me I just start my step and many thing should I do for myself, my mom, my family and my lover. I have big plan in my life but for khalifah I just plan what logically I can do in future.

Our fate is wrote by Allah since we not in life yet. During I was kids, I always dream to be scientist in future like film I watching in tv. But I thinking at that time, what kind of work like scientist??? It always be my question on that time. I is always be average student since I in primary school until collage. Not a bad kid la, but just naughty teen same like others kid want try a new thing in their life. But who know our fate, finally I get what I dream during I was kid. Alhamdulillah.

Jodoh??? It is one of secrete from Allah and I believe that was wrote and fixed by Him. I was love one girl last time and the love story just end for few years. Ending of story make big impact in my life because when I get clash I so down on that time. Until I found one book make me smile back and confident to be strong man after that. Until now impact from content of that book, I be strong man to face any challenge thing in my life. That is fate has been wrote by Him, so what can we do just accept and redha. Just now I have meet my jodoh (InsyAllah) I pray she always be my girl and be my wife one day soon.

I think I end this writing on this moment. Very Thanks to you because spend time to read and sincerely I just wrote what I want wrote and share with you all.


Shaiful.
10:47p.m

Assalamualaikum,

Huh! setelah sekian lame aku tidak menulis di ruangan kecil ini, pada malam yang bertuah ini, aku mengambil kesempatan yang ada untuk menulis. Tiada apa yang menarik untuk aku kongsikan pada kali ini, cuma adalah beberapa keping gambar yang aku petik ketika festival layang-layang sedunia di bukit layang-layang pasir gudang pada hujung minggu lepas.



Ini lah satu2 gambar layang-layang yang boleh aku ambek sebab aku cume bawa lens 50mm aku. Sebab apa aku bawa lens ni? sebab kecik dan muat dimasukkan dalam beg kamera aku yang comel ini. haha.





sepupu awek kujing, awek kujing, kujing.

2012

Assalamualaikum.

2hb Januari 2012.

Ya, tahun 2012 bermula. Umur pun semakin meningkat setahun lagi. Alhamdulillah syukur dengan umur dipanjangkan lagi oleh-Nya. Tahun 2011 belalu semacam pantas, dan bermacam yang berlaku pada tahun itu. Pelbagai kenangan dapat dicoretkan pada tahun yang lepas, dengan tukar kerja sampai 3 kali. Dan apa yang penting adalah mengejar cita-cita kerjaya dan menjadi seorang muslim yang lebih mengingati Penciptanya. Kawan2 baek dah mula berkahwen, (credit to Pesot and Syah Bakhtiar) sebenarnye aku xsuke korang kawen, xley dah nak gile2 mcm dulu. haha. Ape2 pun tahniah kepada mereka sudah memulai kehidupan bahru.

Semacam orang laen, aku juga mempunyai azam bagi tahun 2012. Ya! pelbagai plan bagi tahun 2012 ni. "Improve my career and change my status". Kalau la impian semudah kata kan senang erk. Bukan xbersyukur, tapi kan elok mencari yang lebih baek. InsyAllah.


(kenapa la dari sekolah sampai sekarang ayat-ayat bahasa aku ni mcm ni jek.)

Assalamualaikum...
Tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang.

Salam Ma'al Hijrah

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam malam amat berat mata ini untuk aku lelapkan. Entah kenapa aku pun tak tahu. Teman serumahku pun sama, sering saja keluar masuk toilet sampai pkul 530 pagi lak tuh (padan muke ang zahir). Dalam aku berguling2 atas tilam yang berlapikkan toto aku bawa dari rumah, aku teringatkan akan maal hijrah yang kita umat islam satu dunia akan sambut pada hari sabtu ini. Semalaman aku memikirkan akan tarikh berkenaan. Entah kenapa semacam ada satu semangat baru pada tarikh 1 muharram 1433 itu. Sudah 1485 Rasulallah meninggalkan kita, semakin jauh umat manusia lalai dengan kelekaan dunia semenjak pemimpin ulung itu meninggalkan kita. Begitu juga aku, sering sahaja lalai dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian dibumi tuhan ini. Banyak fitnah-fitnah dunia yang telah aku tewas kerana iman yang lemah. Semakin hari semakin hampir kita pada hari yang dijanjikan tuhan. Terkenang dosa-dosa yang aku lakukan pada hari-hari yang lalu, seram beb. Kalau diberi peluang untuk tinggalkan, aku akan cuba gunakan. Tapi perkara yang lalu, biarkan berlalu. Masa yang ada dalam usia yang masih diberikan oleh tuhan, haruslah digunakan sebaek-baeknya. InsyAllah.


Semoga ma'al Hijrah yang akan datang ini memberi semangat baru pada aku dan kita semua. Cuba untuk berubah dari satu tahap yang lebih baek dan lebih baek.

My dream once upon a go. (Chapter 2)

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After 45 minutes, we shake a hand and the manager will call me again nest 2 months. My rahang like fall a inches heard 2 months I need wait result of my interview.

Day by day, every minutes I wait call from Dyson. December ends, I still not get any call from Dyson. Oh!!!! I cannot tahan la, I call Dyson after couple a months I go to interview. My call answered by recruiter, I ask her about my application. She said manager outstation right now and will comeback one month later. I feel want punch her face you no. But from my survey in numbers of forum, recruiter will say manager outstation 2-3 months, actually she want care candidate to call again. But I set in my mind to seek for other changes and other company which offer post like Dyson. STRUCTURAL ANALYSIS ENGINEER.

But after 4 month I still seeking and survey in job fairs and websites, in Malaysia not have any company like Dyson, which offer position like this company offer me before. But in Penang, have 3 or 4 company which have good facilities such as design house as Dyson. But so far from my hometown, and enough kot 4 years I spend my life in that island (but not island sangat la, because my campus in Nibong Tebal). In mid of this year, Dyson re-open job application. Wow, right now they want hire so many design engineer. I try again, but no so excited like before because I know this company just hire experience and srong background people only. But who know this time my luck.

In morning of 13hb July, around 10 pm I get a call from number I still save in my list contact. "DYSON". My jantung beat go fast, I can feel my blood surround my head. Ya Allah, I still cam la her voices. I hang up the call and ran into the store to keep seing by my boss. Hahaha. I get another interview invitation from Dyson and this time for design engineer. My hearth said "don't forget bring your calculator ok!"


to be continue...................


For this time I not have any excuse to finish my story. But I prefer to write just-just like this. Okey!. Wait in my next writing yang merepek nih. haha.


Assalamualaikum.

Tak Jawab dosa, kalau jawab, sayaaaaaang.

My dream once upon a go.

Assalamualaikum,

I write again in my blog. You know about Dyson? I believe just few of you know about Dyson. Dyson is my dream company to work since 2 years ago. During I in final year in undergraduate, I just seeking job in jobstreet.com and see a unique company which offer a little weird name of position like structural analysis eng., acoustic and vibration eng., CFD eng., and RDD eng. The requirement of each position is quite complicated and need super duper person advance in their field to sit in that position la. Hahaha. On that time, each of requirement I read one by one, Oh God I want be one of them. I call my roomet to read together that time. You can imagine how excited and poyo I on that time. Hahaha.

One year ago, I got call from Dyson invite for structural analysis engineer position in analysis team (I got call during my birthday, 11-nov-2010 it like my birthday gift from you my God ). On that time I like not believe I get the call. I read email many time every night and prepare what I can do. Structural analysis eng. same like finite element analysis eng. need some one advance in material mechanics and can manipulate material characteristics in computer software. I start to study my final year project, subject what I leave a year ago, and try to use FEA software. Syafiq Salleh is a person see my poyo, because like orang jakun study every night browse Dyson website.

16/11/2010 my first time come to Dyson, I'm so nervous during wait in interview room. Awhile after I in that room, one guy come to me and pass pieces of paper. Ya Allah, I cannot believe one set of test in my hand. The guy smile to me and say "you have one hour, OK". What the heck man, I just prepared to goreng not come back to school. I just bring my resume, pen, thesis. Why I should bring my calculator go to interview. With tebalkan my muke borrow basic calculator with auntie receipt. You can imagine answer a final year exam mechanic of material with calculator bodo-bodo. One hour away, what I can do just wrote few of formula which still alive in my mind. 3 guys come to me, and introduce their self. Ya Allah, the guy are manager RDD in dyson. Interview session start, one by one question come to me from 3 of them. Like orang gilak you now I on that time. Goreng x hingat la I. After 45 minutes, we shake a hand and the manager will call me again nest 2 months. My rahang like fall a inches heard 2 months I need wait result of my interview.


To be continue.....


You like my story? just press button "like" Okey. I will continue my story in next writing because my pinggang cannot tahan la. I want get my bed after a day work. babai.


Assalamualaikum, xjawab dose, kalo jawab sayang.

Happy giggsy Day.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Yesterday is 11/11/11 what the unique number which happen just once in our life. But for me so so so special date (but not so special la, just a birtday azikin say. haha) because my 25th birthday in century calendar. Happy birthday Shaifulillah. I got wish from my family and few of friends, thanks a lot you all although I never wish to them, they still wish to me. I so damn guy la friends. By the way I so touch with the wish and so special for me. Since I still single and not have special one in my life, but I still have special friend like them all and my lovely family. My little sisters so angry during wish my birthday via phone yesterday because I never wish their special day. But I promise to buy a pieces of English Cotton end of this months. I love you all la sis. Opps, to my niece Luqman Hakim also wish my birthday since this boy still pelat to talk. haha. So cute.

Pratiwi Dewi Putri which wished from hospital Hasan Sadikin Bandung (oncall ya dokter!!!) to my celcom phone. Sorry my dear late to say thanks, because I leave my celcom phone at home since I just brought my maxis only during I work. While Azikin (my special friend, I so admired to her but not mine since her plan to get married with her buah hati so soon) wish me by mms. MMS is picture triple of Ryan Giggs shirt which her capture by using her phone. Her post 2 note in her thumblr stated my birthday(I sure you not know I know you got tumblr, Hahaha) I know I still special in her life hahaha (perasan).

Other friends like Redong, An, Pesot, Nana, Sarah, Diki and other muke bukur friend thanks a lot with your wish.

I cannot write more because I in work right now, what the boring life since Saturday still in office to do some drawing man. To my ex classmate Iza which got her akad nikah yesterday and marriage ceremony today "selamat Pengantin Baru".

Syukur Alhamdulillah because God still give more time to me to improve my life, while I still do sin. Improve and try to change my life to be pure muslim. InsyAllah.

Assalamualaikum, xjawab dosa, kalo jawab sayang.................

Thanks
Shaiful